Tuesday, January 29, 2008

A friend's post

My friend Mary (also pictured below in my college picture of the previous entry, at my immediate left) recently wrote an amazing entry on raising her child to know Christ. So I wanted to share it here.


In other news, God has challenged me a lot lately to trust Him with my returning time in Palestine. I'm not quite sure on the details of my living situation or my job description - however, I'm trusting God to deal with the consequences of my obedience there - and also learning to trust His character in the overwhelmingly emotional aspects of leaving once again, of returning to an area of conflict, and to trust that He will provide for my needs (more on the relational side I'm talking about). It seems that I will be living in an apartment with other students of Birzeit University, and that the directors of the Living Stones Student Center have drawn up a job description which I'm really excited about. Although it's always hard to leave home, I am really looking forward to being back there and to see how God opens up doors of ministry, as well as allowing me to attend church at an Anglican Cathedral in Jerusalem (where my dad's good friend is a priest).

Yalla! :)

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Home


I've had a wonderful break. A month ago today I left the airport in Tel Aviv, looking forward to resting and spending time with family in friends. However even in the span of a few weeks God took me through some seasons.


The first part was a total euphoria of returning. The greatest surprise included a trip to the Pope Museum in Washington D.C. where one of the floors was dedicated to Arab Christians in Palestine! WHOO HOOO!! There was even a banner that said Birzeit!!


Though I can say I am genuinely psyched to return, I still can't wrap my head around the fact that I'm actually returning. It's like if you stand too long on the high dive, thinking about what you're doing, you won't step forward.


However, God has given me grace - and included intermingling times of encouragement through friends and family, and especially when members our cohort from our MA International Development met up in Philly for a few days. I remembered what I was doing, why I love doing what I'm doing, and how humbling it is to have the opportunity to go.




Finally, I am psyched to spend some time with my college friend Jenny - probably one of my closest "kindreds" (as Jamie Smith from COJ would say). Below is a picture of us in college. (Jenny is on the far right - we were taking a road trip to a beautiful mountain town in North Carolina)



More to come before I leave....


"Compassion," Henri J. M. Nouwen

I read some amazing books during the past couple of weeks. "Compassion," by Henri J.M. Nouwen, "Life Together," by Dietrich Bonhoeffer, and "Bethlehem Beseiged," by Mitri Raheb. All three of these books acted as guideposts to ministry, fellowship, and also the present political situation and God's control of circumstances.

I wanted to share some of the quotes from Henri Nouwen's book that continue to breath reminders into my life:

concerning confrontation:
- Jesus often engaged in confrontation and was rarely concerned about being tactful or pleasing others
- “We cannot suffer with the poor when we are unwilling to confront those persons and systems that cause poverty. We cannot set the captives free when we do not want to confront those who carry the keys. We cannot profess our solidarity with those who are oppressed when we are unwilling to confront the oppressor.”
- Self-Confrontation – “Probably the best criterion for determining whether our confrontation is compassionate rather than offensive, and our anger righteous rather than self-righteous, is to ask ourselves if we ourselves can be so confronted. … When we can be confronted by a NO from others, we will be more able to confront with a NO. Saying NO to evil and destruction in the awareness that they dwell in our own heart is a humble NO… And so all our NO’s become challenges to purify our own hearts… Each attempt to confront evil in the world calls for the realization that there are always two fronts on which the struggle takes place: an outer and an inner front.”

concerning fear:
- “Obedience is giving full attention to what the Father says to us in this very moment and responding lovingly to what we perceive, because God is our loving Father, in whom nothing that is not love can be found… When we are led by love instead of driven by fear, we can enter the places of the greatest darkness and pain and experience in a unique way the power of God’s care.”
- “Although Peter did not desire it, he was led to the cross as Jesus was. But because it was love and not fear that led him there, the cross was not longer a sign of defeat, but a sign of victory.”

concerning bombardment:
- “When there is no community that can mediate between world needs and personal responses, the burden of the world can only be a crushing burden… Confronted with human pain and at the same time reminded of our powerlessness, we feel offended to the very core of our being and fall back on our defenses of numbness and anger.”
- “Therefore, the question is, how can we see the suffering in our world and be moved to compassion as Jesus was moved when he saw a great crowd of people without food (Mt 14:14)?”
- “The Christian community mediates between the suffering of the world and our individual responses to this suffering… As a community we can transcend our individual limitations and become a concrete realization of the emptying way of Christ… As individuals we cannot be everything to everyone, but as a community we can indeed serve a great variety of needs. Moreover, by the constant support and encouragement of the community we find it possible to remain faithful to our commitment to service.”

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Bush's visit...

I wanted to write about something during the Annapolis conference a couple of weeks ago, however the only reactions I could find were indifference. Things will go on as they have gone on. There are students in Birzeit who think differently, however for the majority of Palestinians, they just want their life to move forward in peace in quiet. I find little information from the Israeli side. I was stationed in the West Bank. However the stories I heard were real, and the lives I met have been impacted drastically because of the occupation. This blog feels like a grain of sand compared to the stories that could be told and the understanding that could pour out from three months there.
After a heated discussion with my mom earlier this day about the end of times, my mind recalled verses in Romans concerning God' judgement - Romans 14:10.. "for we will all stand before God's judgment seat." 12 "so then each of us will have to give an account of himself to God."
The blaming will go on forever, but in Christ the blame is wiped free. Praise Him for His mercy, which is unto ages of ages!!

Final Days in Jerusalem

A few days before I left to return home, I met up with a good friend of my father's from his early days in ministry. Bill Broughton, a few years older than my dad, left for Jerusalem, a couple years after they met, to pursue ministry there. He is currently the cannon at the Anglican Cathedral of St. George. A couple months ago, he phoned my dad after having been a few years out of touch, saying that while doing his devotions, our family came to his mind. He learned I was near Jerusalem, so we met up. These are some pictures from that day.

the Qalandia (sp?) checkpoint

the Greek Patriarch of Jerusalem (a good friend of Bill's), me, and Bill Broughton

St. George's Anglican Cathedral (the kneeling pads are knit from parishes around the world - I spotted one from Kwazulu-Natal, South Africa!)


the outside of the cathedral



the view of Jerusalem from Mt. Scopus (next to the Mt. of Olives)